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Sunday, 12 February 2006

HELLO EVERYONE..WEO GUYs LAST TiME i CAME ON HERE WAS ON DECEMBER 23RD..AND DAT WAS KiNDA LOONG TiME AGO! BUT YEA SO WEO RiTE NOW iTs LiK 12:54 A.M SUNDAY MORNiN..i HAVE NOTHiN TO DO..AND i HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO! BUT YEA SO WEO MY LiFE iS LiK A LiViNG HELL! B-KUZ DA ONE BOi DAT i ACTUALLY REALLiE LiKED AND WANTED TO BE WiT..WEO HE CHEATED ON ME! AND i TAUGHT HE WANTED TO BE WiT ME TOO! BUT i GUESS NOT! SO i GUESS I MADE DA WRONG DESiCiON..BUT i GUESS iM JUST GOiN TO HAVE TO GET OVER iT! WE HOOKED UP ON JANUARY 1ST..YES NEW YEARs..AND HE BROKE UP WiT ME ON FEBUARY 5TH..i WAS SO SAD i WAS CRYiNG! BUT YOOH KNO WAT iM JUST GOiN TO AHVE TO FiND ANOTHA LiK NO OTHA! B-KUZ i CAN'T GO ON LiViNG MY LIFE THiNKiNG BOUT HiM! i NEED TO MOVE ON AND FiND SOMEONE BETTER AND SOMEONE WHO WiLL LOVE ME FOR WHO i AM AND TREAT ME GEWD! i WOULD BE SO HAPPiE iF i FOUND A BOi LiK DAT! B-KUZ RiTE NOW MY LiFE iS LiK JUST A BiG BLUR OF GRAYNESS!! BUT YEA WEO i'LL UPDATE DiS SOON..OKE BYE BYE!

Saturday, 19 March 2005

hey everybodie..well dsi xanga shit iz getting reallie BORING!!! so go myspace...

mines is

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/13378389

so well yea...aight..peace.....

Tuesday, 01 February 2005

Hello er' buddie...

well today was an ok day i guess...period 1 i had history...was so damn boring iz all we did was read da damn text book...and i wasn't even listening...i was listening to my CD player...than we had recess...and i went down to da spot...by all Aaron guyz...than da bell had ring and i went top period 3...i had carrer and life planning...dat was so boring too...kuz iz all she did was talk lik all damn period...than we had lunch...and i went by da spot again...dats were i hang out everyday...and so i was there and we wa all jus talkin and stuff....than i had to go to period 5 which was P.E....and we wen swim...was so cold...oh my god...i was lik freezing my ass off....than sku was ova nd i had to go tutoring....so b-4 tutoring i wen go kruz around sku wit Aaron, Andrew, & Kendal....than we went to tutoring class...and we was jus chillin and talkin stories...was fun and i gotta go there everyday afta sku for 1 whole hour...but its kool...than at lik 3:30 i go home...so dat was basically my day...and so now im jus ova hea chatting wit sum peoplez..and listening to sum music...so wellz drop dem props..aight...

dis goes to dat one person dat i love so so much.....

it's not just a physical attraction; i love him for every single thing he is. every word he sayd, every step he takes.this is something that will never die. i have tried to stay reasonable with this, but i just can't anymore. i just can't

You don't know how hard it is to get over you when everytime i see you my heart begins to smile

Now that i've met you; no one else is even worth thinking about

i want to be oin his arms & be the one he holds close to him, i want to look at him in the eyes & tell him that he's everything

My fantasy has turned into madness...all my goodness has turned into badness. My need to have you has taken my soul. My heart is trembling. I've just lost control

Yesterday I tried not to cry, last night I just wanted to die…this morning I didn’t know what to do…because I just want to be with you!

you send shivers up my spine, when you touch me, when you hold my hand. con't you see? i'm falling for you, and i wish, you'd love me to. i want you to hold me, hole in your arms, in your arms forever, and do me no harm.

You don’t know how much you mean to me you don’t know how much I really care you don’t know I’m up all night wishing you were there you don’t know that I love you and you don’t know I wish for you all the time you don’t know how much I miss you and how I wish your heart was still mine you don’t know that you’re my hopes, my dreams, all that I need but most of all YOU DON’T KNOW…that you’re my EVERYTHING…

*I will still be loving you*

:+: I can’t describe this love I have for you :+:

:+: the only thing I know is that it’s true :+:

:+: and when the sun goes away :+:

:+: you brighten up the rest of my day :+:

:+: I can’t describe the way I feel :+:

:+: my heart tells me that this love is real :+:

:+: you know that when all my days and nights are thru :+:

:+: I will still be loving you :+:

:+: I love you :+:

If out of time, i could pick one moment and keep it shinning, always new, i'd pick the moment i met you

it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel

i' am frustrated because i can't tell if it's real, mad because i don't know how i feel, upset because we cant' make it right, sad because i need you day and night, angry because you won't take my hand, aggravated because you don't understand, disappointed because we can't be together, heartbroken because it might be like this forever....

i don't ask for much. i just want someone's special touch, someone that will make me smile and stick around for a while. now i just want one to wipe my tears, someone to treat me good...not like the others who said they could...

i wonder if he still thinks aout me like i still think about him...something inside of me keeps thinking about those long summer nights where we would just look up at the sky & look at the stars...now i'm all by myself looking at the stars wondering if you're looking at them too...

I don’t want to like him anymore & I just can’t, I’m obviously not good enough & I’m not gonna sit around waiting until my chance, until I am good enough for him...so I’m just over him but there’s seriously something about him that makes me like him so much since I met him, there was something about him that makes me go crazy over him

hey well yea dis is too dat special sumone dat i love a lot....

<3 lot'z of dem lovin from meeh ashley <3

Sunday, 30 January 2005

hey er' buddie...

so wellz dis weekend was FUN for me...kuz well letme tell yooh wat had happened...friday i had sku...it was an ok day...saturday i went down to wallmart and then i went to da mall with my grandma...and i actually had fun with her...we bought a baby guess outfit for my baby sister...and we bought another outfit for lila...dats a lilo 1 year old baby...my kuzin...so saturday night i went to lila's 1st birthday party...it was fun...had Charice, Chelsea, Jesley and a whole lot of other pepo from hilo inter sku...and we had so much fun...Jesley wen go ring da bell on da top at Nani Mau Gardens...and Jesley's kuzin wen fuckin scare da shit out of me...was jus so much fun...and so sunday i went down eat breakfast at Ken House Of Pancakes...with my kuzin Troy his gurfrend her son...kuzin sheri and her son...my aunty cynthia...my mom, grandma, and my nana...we was eating and then we seen Jesley and his family there...and afta dat we went to wallmart again...and Charice wen call me foa ask me if i wanted foa go to da beach...so we went to 4-miles...had Charice, Chelsea, Macy, and me...and OMFG had so much pepo...but they was all UGLY!!! and we went kruzin all around was so much fun...we was drivin and had dis guy in front of us...and he kept on lookin at us and so we was goin kruzin and he would follow us...so we went to k's drive in and parked and Charice wet out foa go in da liquor store...and he went in there and tolsd her oh so we playin tag yea...was so fuckin funny......we was playin tag wit one guy dat we dont even knoe...than i came home...so now i iz jus chillaxin at home...u knoe...so yooh see i had a lot of fun dis weekend hope yooh guyz had a lot of fun lik how i did...hehehe...

::+::ShOuToUt'Z::+::

::+::MeAgAn::+:: hey gurl well neva talk to yooh in a long tyme so call me up....

::+::LaNcE::+:: hey boi well yea it was nice seein yooh today and eachtyme i see yooh, yooh come more and more SeXy...DaMn...

::+::AsHlEy S::+:: hey ash wellz yea da game was fun...and i had a lot of fun too...i almost lost my voice cheering foa our team...but neva have dat much sexy pepoz there...dat sucks, but hey it was Waiakea...there never iz sexy pepoz there ny-wayz...lol...

::+::MaCy::+:: hey well today was a lot of fun at da beach and da ride home...lol...we gotta do dat again...

::+:: SaRa::+:: hi sara well yea i seen yooh today...and so well call me up sumtyme..kuz yooh iz becoming one stranger...and how come yooh no come sku ne-more????

::+::TrEvOr::+:: yooh should really stop being a smart ass!!! hehehe....

yea wellz if i forgot bout yooh jus tell please...and wellz leave me sum props and koments..aight..holla...

<3 LoT'z Of DeM lOvIn FrOm MeEh AsHlEy <3